A Bright Future

Before I delve into today’s post, I of course have to wish all of you amazing mothers a Happy Mother’s Day!!! I’ve said it in past years, but it will always bear repeating: You are extremely appreciated for all that you do for your families and loved ones! Thank you for everything that you do!! ❤️❤️❤️

Being a mother can be such a thankless job, even though it is absolutely one of the hardest jobs on the planet. Speaking of, that reminds me of a video I watched a few years back describing how hard of a job being a mother is. If you have a few extra minutes, I recommend that you watch it. When I first watched it, it definitely gave me a new perspective on what being a mother meant. Watching it again today, I’m reminded of how hard my own mother works for my family and I’m sure that many of you can think of all the countless times that your own mother has helped to get you where you are today. So be sure to take some time today (or honestly any day of the year) to show your mom some love and appreciation for all that she does!

I’m very thankful that I’ll get to see my mom in person, along with the rest of my family, extended family and family friends, for graduation this upcoming weekend! Yes, this upcoming weekend as in I have only one week left until I’ll be offically hooded and conferred my medical degree! Now that it’s so soon, the excitement is really starting to hit me!

I’M SOOO PUMPED!!!!! 😄😄😄

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My excitement was intensified this past weekend as I watched my significant other graduate with her Master of Science in Public Health! (Congratulations again babe!! 😁😘) Witnessing the ceremony and hanging out with her family was awesome and although she will immediately continue with her doctoral work due to the nature of her combined MSPH/PhD program, I’m glad that she was given the opportunity to walk across the stage to signify the completion of this major acheivement.

We also got the chance to listen to Dr. Richard Besser, the current President and CEO of the Robert Wood Johnson Foundation, speak at the graduation ceremony. I was very impressed with all of the incredible things that he has done with his medical degree (medical journalism, acting director of the CDC, author, two-time Emmy Award and Peabody Award winner, awardee of the Surgeon General’s Medallion; the list goes on and on), but when I learned that he was a Pediatrician, I was instantly hooked. He is the embodiment of someone who decided to diversify their career in remarkable ways and is living proof that I can literally do whatever I desire to do in my own career. It was really cool to hear him speak and to absorb the useful advice that he gave to us!

My week leading up to yesterday’s graduation festivities was pretty relaxing overall. Although I spent most of the early part of the week powering through modules and other requirements that needed to be completed prior to starting my residency training, I spent the rest of the week planning out what my graduation weekend was going to look like, reading books and hanging out with my girl. We did chill things like go to trivia night, visit a vineyard, and watch movies & documentaries. It was a nice and calm week, something that I needed before the whirlwind of these next couple of weeks!

Now with most of my gradation festivities happening next Sunday and Monday, I’m going to go ahead and tell you that my next post will most likely be a late one. I probably won’t be able to type up a post until Tuesday or a little later and because it will be the final post of my medical school experience, I want to give it the time and energy that it deserves!

Uhhh hold up, this means that this current post is technically my last post as an active medical student…..

Wow, I just got hit with “the feels” all of a sudden.

This is actually my last post as a medical student! 😭😭😭😭😭

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This is so wild! I’m sitting here thinking back to the beginnings of this blog and how I wanted to encapsulate my medical school experience by posting about it on a weekly basis. I remember thinking to myself how crazy it would be to actually follow through with this mission that I had set for myself and how much content I would end up creating if I was able to consistently post on a weekly basis. I had told myself that the best way to ensure that I followed through with this was to simply take things a week at a time. Eventually, I would look back and see how far my system had taken me.

Well, “eventually” is now.

I’ve actually managed to type up a post every single week for the past 194 weeks!!

194 WEEKS!!! THAT’S OVER THREE AND A HALF YEARS!! 😮😮😮

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It’s incredible to think about. Like, I really had something to say in each of those posts. It’s also incredible (and downright hilarious) to see how much I’ve grown and matured since the beginning my first year of medical school. Even the way I wrote my posts was somewhat different than it is now! I’m REALLY glad that I decided to follow through with documenting my experiences on a consistent basis because not only is it cool to read through my old posts in a chronological order, but they will now forever be there as a reference for those who need it! I sure would have very much appreciated a blog like this during that summer prior to my first year!

As I reflect on the past, I can’t help but wonder what the future of this blog will look like. Many people have asked me what I’ll do with it now that I’m about to graduate. I’ve wondered the same thing for a while now, especially since I’ve pretty much accomplished what I had initially set out to do with it. I’m definitely not planning on stopping cold turkey, especially since it has now morphed into a part of my identity. However, I’ve considered not posting as frequently as I currently do (maybe once every couple weeks or once a month?) since I’ll be much more busy as an intern and won’t really have the time or energy to post weekly. Or maybe I can continue posting weekly and see how far I get in doing so? Idk.

Also, I’ve been itching to expand this blog for a while now and potentially even switch up the look of the website to something fresh and new to signify a new era of my life. Man, so many possibilities! I know deep down that this platform has the potential to be even bigger than it already is, especially now that it has been in existence for almost four years and has amassed a strong following and reputation throughout that period of time. But alas, only time will tell what I ultimately end up deciding to do with it. There’s really no limit to how far I can take this blog, which is both exhilarating and daunting at the same time. Knowing me though, I’ll end up finding a way to take it to the next level! 😉

And with that, I’ll bring this significant post to an end!

THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH to each of you who have followed me along this journey over the years, I really can’t describe in words how appreciative I am for all of your support!! I look forward to graduating next weekend and closing out this saga of my life with you all in my next post!! 🙌🏿🙌🏿🙌🏿

“The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.” – Eleanor Roosevelt

– Black Man, M.D.

Christel Wekon-Kemeni, (3/4) M.D.

My third year of medical school is officially over!

So you aaallllrrrready know what time it is!!!

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It’s so exciting to be able to finally go into fourth-year and to focus on rotating in the electives that I’ve picked for myself. Ever since my first year, I’ve heard how wonderful fourth-year is and how much fun I’ll end up having, especially after trekking through the organized chaos that is interview season. Also, I’ve been looking at all the brand new medical doctors who just graduated from medical school this weekend and it’s awesome to know that I’ll be in that very position in just a short year! Well, awesome and quite nerve-wracking. Like I know that I know a lot, but do I know enough to be a full-fledged doctor? Only time will tell lol. I have confidence that I’ve been prepared well to this point in my education, and fourth-year will only allow me to further sharpen my skills in preparation for intern year.

There’s a lot to look forward to now that I’ve finished my core clinical rotations! At the same time though, there’s a lot of work to do with Step 2 CK and CS coming up, residency applications awaiting me, interview season on the horizon and in my fourth-year electives where I’ll still be working hard even though I don’t have a test to prepare for in most of them. And I can’t forget about fulfilling my role as an SNMA National Officer throughout the coming year. Yeah, it’s going to be busy but if I take things one day at a time, I know that these tasks will be accomplished for sure!

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As I look towards a future full of promise and blessings, I would like to take a moment to reflect on this past year of growth and maturation. When I sit here and think about all that I’ve been able to witness and participate in while on my clinical rotations, I’m left feeling absolutely amazed. The connections I made with my patients throughout the year were priceless. I’ll never forget the various deep conversations and clinical experiences I had with one of them who ended up being diagnosed with a terminal condition. We had become so well-acquainted with one another that he trusted me, and even encouraged me, to place a nasogastric tube into him, which is not a pleasant experience at all.

It’s hard to forget the sight of the amputated patient being treated for heart failure looking out of her window, lost in deep thought. I always wondered where her mind was in those moments. Then there was the pleasant elderly woman (she looked about 30 years younger then her age) who always had a bright smile on her face whenever I walked into her room. The time where I de-escalated a situation between a family and the healthcare providers after pinpointing a misunderstanding and providing clarification to the family. Trying to convince a young man to quit using cocaine in order to reduce his risk of death from a heart condition he was born with. The patient with a chronic illness in his kidneys who enjoyed my company so much that he wanted to get my number so that we could grab a beer after he got out of the hospital. (Of course I had to decline the offer, but I did tell him that I appreciated his kindness).

Witnessing the birth of four children on my 24th birthday. Not getting the chance to deliver a live baby, but participating in various ways in the births of a number of children. Delivering five placentas. Coaching mothers through childbirth. Staring into the eyes of an infant who was crying in pain but not making a sound due to her tracheal tube and her medical condition that affected the muscles throughout her body. The hope and life in the demeanor of another child that I ended up spending a considerable amount of time with who was suffering from renal failure. A family’s despair as we informed them that their kid was being diagnosed with cancer.

Shocking the brains of patients with electroconvulsive therapy. Getting screamed at by a psychiatric patient five minutes before having a delightful conversation with her. Treating suicidal and schizophrenic patients as well as patients with various personality disorders. That patient who suffered from a devastating stroke that equally devastated her daughters. The very pleasant patient who presented with the re-occurrence of a rare neurological condition that my team and I decided to write a case report about. All of those patients that my surgical oncology team and I saw in the clinic. Helping perform a Whipple procedure in a patient with pancreatic cancer. Maneuvering the camera being used by the surgeons to perform a laparoscopic cholecystectomy. Getting the opportunity to operate one-on-one with a fellow on a patient with metastatic cancer.

Becoming proficient at using the slit-lamp, the retinoscope and the direct ophthalmoscope during my Ophthalmology rotation. Treating the endless number of patients in the Ophthalmology clinic. Witnessing LASIK eye surgery for the very first time. Making my massive career switch from Ophthalmology to Pediatrics. Putting patients to sleep in the Operating Room. Watching a patient undergo open heart surgery while I learned about pharmacology from an Anesthesia resident. Learning how to intubate and bag-valve-mask patients. Enjoying the calm and collaborative atmosphere in the Family Medicine clinic. Flying to California for the first time in my life. Talking about my blog at a Narrative Medicine conference. Practicing my Phlebotomy skills in the clinic.

Watching a patient die in front of me right before being shocked back to life in a dramatic fashion by his implantable defribillator. Helping restrain another panicked and angry patient who suffered a gunshot wound to his face. Reassuring the concerned parents of children in the Emergency Room and letting them know that their children will be alright even though they may look sick. Witnessing firsthand the drastic consequences that come with severe dehydration. Learning how to manage trauma cases via simulations and real-life scenarios in the ED. Treating massive burns, heart attacks, septic shock and seizures. Becoming great friends with my rotation group. Giving various presentations during my rotations. Fully engaging myself in my educational activities.

The list goes on and on…..and on and on and on. These reflections are just the things that came to my mind at the moment. There are so many experiences this past year that I could write about; so many that I could literally write a book. There will be many more experiences to engage in, and I’m very much so looking forward to them! I’m so honored to have been blessed to engage in these educational and priceless experiences at such a young age. It’s wild to think that these life-altering experiences for people have become an everyday thing for me. Talk about perspective.

Well if you have made it this far into the post, I would like to thank you for taking the trip down memory lane with me! You are much appreciated! With third-year now behind me, I’m officially 75% done with medical school. That a substantial amount of schooling complete man! I have to get through some procedural testing this week as well as a clinical skills exam (CPX), and Advanced Cardiac Life Support training. Then after all of this, I’ll be free to study for my Step 2 Clinical Knowledge exam, which I’m taking on Friday, June 15th. 😅😐🙃 It’s about to be another busy month, but I’m ready to head through it with full force! I just pray that everyone was right when they said that Step 2 isn’t as treacherous as Step 1. 🙏🏿

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Be sure to have a superb week! Congratulations to all of you who are graduating from your respective programs this month! And Happy Mothers’ Day to all of you amazing, loving and spectacular mothers out there!

“One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful.” – Sigmund Freud

– Black Man, M.D.

Reflections.

I want to start this post off by giving a shoutout to each of us for making it to the end of this crazy year! By the grace of God, we’ve survived a year full of unpredictability, uncertainty, ridiculousness, and insanity. But at the same time, as President Obama has beautifully summed up in a series of tweets, there are countless stories of people that did amazing things throughout the year even though our collective consciousness has been dominated by endless reports of bad news. Through the good and the bad though, we’ve all grown in our own respective ways this year, and we should definitely take a moment to reflect on our experiences of 2017. With that said though, I’m sure that we are all ready to start off 2018 with a BANG!!

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Personally, 2018 is going to be a HUGE year in my life. Not only will I be taking both parts of Step 2, I’ll also be applying to residency programs throughout the country and will have to make the ultimate decision as to what specialty I would like to devote my life to. In addition, I’ll be finishing my third year and will be starting my final year of medical school.

I gotta say that again because I don’t think I understood that well enough the first time.

I’LL BE STARTING MY FINAL YEAR OF MEDICAL SCHOOL.

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Final year of medical school?? It doesn’t feel like that long ago that I was just starting this blog and my first weeks of LAUNCH and Anatomy as a new first-year student. Hell, my senior year of college is still a fresh memory to me! What’s even more wild is that in just another year, I’ll be the recipient of a medical degree! I’ll actually be Christel Wekon-Kemeni, M.D.! That’s so exciting and terrifying at the same time 😅. Exciting because I’ll have something tangible to show for all the prayers that have been sent my way coupled with all the sacrifices and work I put into this journey. Plus, I’ll finally be doing something that I truly enjoy doing on a daily basis, and I’ll be getting paid to do it! Terrifying because I currently do NOT trust myself to be fully responsible for another person’s life, and I don’t know if I’ll feel much better about it when I graduate. The silver lining is that as a resident, I actually will have other residents and attendings with much more experience than me looking out for me. THANK GOD. But let’s not get ahead of ourselves; I haven’t even entered 2018 yet lol. It’s going to be a dynamic year, and with the midterm elections happening later on in the year, there will hopefully be some major changes in the current government as well.

As for 2017, it has been a very active and productive year for me. Like, VERY active. And VERY productive. I went from studying kidney pathophysiology as a second-year student in my Renal block at the beginning of the year to caring for stroke victims in my Neurology rotation as a third-year student at the end of the year. In addition, I became much more aware and active in this country’s political scene. I survived the Step Study Period and succeeded in completing my Step 1 exam. I’ve transitioned successfully from my basic sciences curriculum into my clinical rotations. I’ve seen and done things in my rotations that I’ve never done before in my life and have had experiences with patients that I will never forget. I attended the SNMA’s Annual Medical Education Conference for the first time, and had an awesome time there even with my disastrous performance at running for the position of Regional Community Service Liaison for my region. I was one of ten medical students in the nation to be selected for the SNMA’s National Future Leadership Program. I’ve traveled to several other high-quality conferences this year and met a number of influential people while at these conferences. I traveled to Mexico for the first time in my life and had an unforgettable experience there with some great friends of mine. I helped deliver a set of twins via C-section on my 24th birthday. I’ve continued to expand this blog throughout the year and am working on plans to further extend its reach to an even larger amount of people. I lost the only grandparent I had left in this world. I’ve been reminded of the strength and resilience of my family. I witnessed the best football season that the Miami Hurricanes have had since the early 2000’s, ranking up to as high as the #2 team in the nation at one point before our dramatic fall from the top with the losses of our last three games. I’ve had a major potential shift in my career goals. My girlfriend was accepted in a highly competitive MSPH/PhD program at UNC and is now much closer to me in distance. And in an unbelievable twist of events, she is now practicing her FIFA skills to one day beat me in the video game that I’m best at. These are just a few of the many highlights of my year, with some lowlights sprinkled in between.

It has been a hell of a year, and this past week of relaxation was a calming end to such a wild year. I didn’t do much last week other than spend a lot of time with my family, play a ton of FIFA with my brother, work on my blog, toy around with ideas that I would like to implement in the near future, and catch up with some old buddies. I flew to Atlanta last Friday to spend time with my girl and her family, and that’s where I currently am right now. I have a whole ‘nother week to chill here before I get back to the third-year grind, and best believe I’m absolutely going to be making the most of it.

Congratulations to you on surviving another year on this Earth, and CHEERS to a fruitul and prosperous New Year!!!

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“New Year – a new chapter, a new verse, or just the same old story? Ultimately we write it. The choice is ours.” – Alex Morritt

– Black Man, M.D.